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Christmas in Bloomer

2011-12-24T18:04:00.003-05:00

This will be our first Christmas in Bloomer Wisconsin. So far everything is going well. I'm looking forward to having Christmas tomorrow but I'm going to miss having Christmas at my parents house. I know wants it warms up we are going down for a visit and I hope they come up for a visit.

OK on a happier note. Tomorrow is Christmas and we are spending it with some really sweet people. Wendy, Kevin, Parker, Mc Kinlea and Easton are the sweet people we are staying with until we get are own place. After we open gifts here we are going to the Bloomer town hall to spend sometime with Wendy and Merisa's family. Merisa is Wendy's sister and a wonderful friend to have. She help David big time on getting the job he has now. So far he is really happy there. David works Monday through Thursday 6am to 4:30pm. If he works on a Friday it's overtime. Sammy is in a new school. I know she is happy with not wearing uniforms and is happy with her teachers. She's just not happy with some of the kids in her school. Will post about that later. As for me, well so far I'm happy. I know things will continue to get better for us.
Anyway, back to Christmas. Will post some Christmas pics tomorrow. Think this is it for now. Hope not that long.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

Hate the people upstairs

2011-04-15T23:19:00.002-04:00

I really really hate the people who live upstairs!! There is all kind of mean things I want to do to them. I know someone is going to read this and say don't do anything to them be the bigger person and let it go. Well you can kiss my BUTT. I sick and tried of being the bigger person in every damn thing. I will do something very mean before I move. Just not sure what yet!! But when I do, I'll post it here.

Going to try harder.

2011-04-15T16:15:00.003-04:00

I'm going to try and do thing to make my life better and make thing better for my family. The first thing is I'm going to do is loss weight. Which I working on. I signed up for a web site called http://www.myfitnesspal.com/ (thanks to a good friend Merisa). It's hard to go in every day right now but I know I can do it. I know with the help of David and friends I can do anything. Another thing I need to do and this is going to be even harder to do. Is not get so pissed when I'm driving or when someone else is driving in front or behind me. The littlest thing they do pisses me off. I need to stay calm and not let the little things get to me. That is why this is going to be harder to do than loss weight. On April 20Th around 4:00am we are leaving to go to Bloomer, Wisconsin. We are going to stay with some wonderful people and visit some great friends. Sammy like to call them her "Cheese State friends".....LOL.......David has never been to Wisconsin, so this is going to be a fun trip. I love visiting the cheese state it's quiet up there and when it's a really clear night you can see all the stars. We are going home on Easter. Not sure what we are going to get Sammy yet for Easter, was thinking she might like a necklace and a chocolate bunny. But will see when we go to the store next Friday. OK this is it for now. Let me know what you think.

Wish I knew.....

2011-02-07T02:39:00.003-05:00

I wish I knew where we should live. Something is telling me we should start a new lives in Wisconsin. Start new jobs and Sammy start a new school without having to wear a uniform. It would be nice. The one thing that will stink beisdes living far from both familys is all the snow they get. BOO on all the snow.....LOL......Can't wait to go up in April. I think all 3 of us being up there will let me know for sure if that's where we should live. I really do think David is going to get along with everyone. I know Sammy will be happy up there. Not sure what my family is going to think if they knew we was still think about moving to Wisconsin, but then again don't care what they think.

Ok not going to think about for now. I just hope we know soon what we are going to do. :-)

Update or just not on my mind any more

2010-06-15T23:21:00.002-04:00

It's Tuesday night and it's still warm out side. Wish it would cool down in here. Just got done watching Julie and Julia Two True Stories. It's about two ladies who love to cook. One started in the 1949 and the started in 2002. Very good movie. Glad we got it from the library. Tomorrow we are watching So you think you can Dance, it's on for two hours. Can't wait! It's something me and David look forward to watching every week. This week~end we have picked out some more movies. We are going to watch Funny People, which stars Adam Sandler, Seth Rogen and Leslie Mann. I hope it's a really funny movie. Next is Mad Money, which stars Diane Keaton, Queen Latifah and Katie Holmes. Looks good but we will see. We found two old movies we want to watch again. One is Curly Top which stars Shirley Temple, I love her movies. And two is Mr. Mom which stars Michael Keaton and Teri Garr. Have seen that one in years. Can't wait for the week~end.

Well to catch you up, if any one cares to know. We are doing good. Ok, we will be doing better when the bankruptcy is done. It should be done by this Friday when the lawyer gets his last payment. Then next month we are going to start looking for a house. WWWHHHOOOOHHHHOOO!!!! Samantha is now in the 6th grade and getting taller every day. It's sad that my baby girl is as tall as me. :-( But that's OK, I know she is healthy and happy. She will be more happy when she's starts a new with out having to wear a uniform. Which will also make me happy. David is doing good as well. Job could be a little better but he tells me at-least he has a job. The economy sucks right now and having a job of any kind is a good thing. As for me.....I'm Ok for now. I am looking forward to a trip in August to Wisconsin. This year I am driving but I am not going alone. Samantha is going with me. Should be a fun trip.

Ok so this was a little bit of everything. Just had to get something out of my head and I had to start somewhere. I hope to keep this updated. Thanks for reading or at~least looking at this.

Looking Early......

2010-01-12T00:24:00.002-05:00

So we are going to start looking for a house a little early. David started looking and found one that might be nice to look at. We are hoping to get the loan that the government is suppose to be giving to first time home buyers. I so hope we can get, I want a place to call our place and not a place we are renting. I want a place where we can paint or knock down a wall if we want to. Wish us luck...We are going to need it.

So, my new goal is to slowly pack and get rid of lots of things we don't need. Which should be lots of fun.....NOT!! LOL

Oh well...this is a short one...More to come.

New and Better Year!

2010-01-09T23:13:00.003-05:00

This year is going to be great year.

Last year was a good one but this year is going to be better.

We are going to try and get a house. I know we can do it, it's just saving the money to do it. We want a better place to raise Samantha in. We want a yard for her to play in, a place where she can have friends over and a place where we can have family over without feeling crowded. So we are going to start looking for a place this month to see what's out there and what they are going for. Then next month we are going to talk to someone about what we need to do to get things started. We are hoping to have a place before summer starts. Wish us luck!

I am also hoping to go to Wisconsin again this summer. I went to Bloomer, Wisconsin last summer to meet up with some "crazy Princess" and had a great time. I Love those Lady's like they were my sisters. I really hope I can go this year, I want to cause trouble with them again.

This year I'm going to try and lose some weight. Going to start small. Not sure what or how but I know I can do it. David said he is going to help me and if he say he's going to do something I know it will get done. That is one of the reasons I love him so much. I think I will look up some fun ways to lose weight and some healthy treats for me and the family.

Those are my goals so far for the year. If any more come up, I'll let you all know.

It's been to long.....

2009-05-08T13:12:00.002-04:00

Since I wrote in here. I have so much on my mind, i thought I would come in here and get some of it out.

Let start with my back hurting. It started Sunday night and it still hurts today. Not sure what I did (wish I did) but I don't. I'm taking pain reliever, using Icy Hot and therma care heat wraps. They all help but only for a little bit. Just want the pain to go away. David and Samantha are taking really good care of me. Today David took the kids to school and went to the store for me. He bought me more heating wraps, a coke and rolo Os (candy) which was really sweet of him.

Now moving on to Family.

David is doing good. Got a tat on his arm. It's a the skull from the Punisher. It just need to be touched up and then it will look awesome. Work is OK he says but wants a better one. Said he hopes next year when they up for a raise they get more money, if not he will look for a new job. Know matter what he does I will be there for him like know he's been there for me.

Samantha is now 10 years old. Can't believe my baby is really not a baby no more. She is growing up so fast. Samantha is in the 4Th grade going in the 5Th next year. The first week of her summer break she will be with her Grandparents in Indiana. I know she will have lots of fun with them. They spoil her big time! LOL which is OK with me and her Dad. Then when she gets back she will have fun doing things with her Girls Club. This summer is going to be fun for her.

Moving on to my Sisters.

Starting with Sue and Denny. For those who don't know Sue is my baby sister. I will do anything for her and I know she will do the same. Well, I happy and mad at her. Weird but true. I'm happy for her because she is moving to a better neighborhood and a better school distract for her kids. Which she has two(Miranda & Tommy). I haven't seen the new place yet but hope to soon. The reason I'm mad is because she wont be just a 5 minute walk away. She'll be a whole 12 minute drive away. I know that's not far but if you were used to walking up there then it is. Well we are hoping this time next year we will be moving to, hopefully some where close by. Love you Sue & Denny!

Now on to Sara. She broke up with a jerk back in January and moved in with our sister (Sue). Her and her daughter Emily did. Well, since she's been living there she's going to get her G.E.D, got her car fixed, seeing a little bit more of her son Daniel (which is story for another time) and is working on getting a job. She is also seeing someone, which I will write about at a different time.

As for me. Besides my back hurting now I'm doing good. I'm thinking of going back to school, looking for a part time job and looking forward to my trip to Wisconsin. I will be up there from August 15Th to August 20Th. I will be up there with some great friends. I know we are going to have a great time.

OK that's it for now. Thanks for stopping by!

Warm Day!

2008-04-07T17:06:00.005-04:00

Today was a warm day! Was up in the 70's and man was the sun shining! But tomorrow night we are suppose to get thunderstorms for the next three days. Which stinks big time! We might try and go for another walk tomorrow. Would have done it today but my legs hurt and David is tried too from working today. So I hope we go tomorrow.

Some time this month we are going to visit David's Grandma. She lives in Bloomington, In. I miss talking to her. So I really do hope we go. David is going to call his Mom & Dad and see when the next time they are going so we can go at the same time. Then next month we are going to Indianapolis, In to visit his parents and his brother Jason. Jason wants us to see the movie "Iron Man" with him. So we are going up to see that and stay the night. Maybe we can also go swimming. That would be nice!

Closing for now. Have to start dinner.

Today at the park.♥

2008-04-06T20:23:00.011-04:00

Today was a great day! We went to the park, we blew bubbles and thrown the frisbee around. We even had lunch from Mc Donalds at the park. Here are some picture from the park today.

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2008-04-02T15:25:00.001-04:00

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Just Because♥♥

2008-01-19T19:12:00.000-05:00

Today was a really good day. Even though it was cold out, it was a good day. We went to Golden Corral for lunch and then to the candle store. The store is called Factory Direct Candles, Glassware & Gifts. David said he noticed the candle I have been burning was getting low and he thought I could use some new ones. Wasn't that really sweet of him! Everything I got was less than $19 dollars. I think I got a great deal on everything.

Vanilla (above)
Angel Kisses (above)
Melon (above)
Vanilla Lovers Fudge (above)
Honey Blossom, Caramel Creme, Sweet Honeysuckle (above)

Samantha picked that one

Cinnamon Apple (above)

She also picked this on.

Cinnamon (above)

EverGreen, Sugared Lime, Toffee(above)

David picked those out for himself. The brand is called Simple Path.

He also bought me a coffee from Starbucks. But it's inside Krogers. That I think was a great ideal! Will have to go back again real soon because that is the closes StarBucks to me. :-) See I told you I had a GOOD DAY!

Check out my Guestbook!

2008-01-12T21:12:00.001-05:00

Not Happy :-(

2008-01-12T01:15:00.000-05:00

I'm not happy about my weight. I know what everyone is thinking, If your not happy about it then do something about it. Well I am, about a hour ago I put myself on a diet. I need to cut down on my pop too but that is going to be so hard to do. In on day I could drink a 12 pack all by myself if I really wanted to. I want to scream!!!! But I think I will be ok. I know one person will be there for me no matter what. So, if I think I can't do it I know I can go to him and he will help me. Right now he is the only one who knows how much I weigh and I know he wont tell any one. Ok moving on.

Should Write More.........

2008-01-02T15:26:00.000-05:00

I should come in here and write more. I think if I do, I will feel better about the day and the people around me. And I might also sleep better at night. I feel like when I go to bed at night there are so many and sometimes stupid things going through my head. So I think if I come in here before I go to bed and write what I'm think I might sleep better.

I think the reason I haven't written in here is because I don't want to hear what someone has to say about what I'm writing. But I thought about and I don't care what other people have to say whether it's good or bad. That may seem mean but that's how I feel right now. I don't like the way I feel sometimes and I need to change that first. So I'm going to try and get in here every night to write how my day went good or bad.

I think I'm going to stop for now and write more later on tonight. Have some cleaning to do. Oh what fun.:-)

About school, the bad and the good

2007-07-09T00:55:00.000-04:00

This first part is a recap of what happened with school. I thought I would finally post what happen when I went to talk to the teacher and the Dean. It was hard for me to post, thats why it took me so long to post what else happened.
Ok I guess I'll bicth about school! LOL

Ok, I had to take a class call communication. Well it a suckie class. But anyway, we had to do a cover letter and a resume. I did mine and was helping a friend out at the same time. Well my friend Gina was not feeling well and didn't come to class one day for me to get her rough draft for me to re~type so I made I up so she could still get a grade. Well it was 2:00 in the morning when I was doing this and everything else for school. Well I copyed and paste something thing from my cover letter and put it in hers. I know this was wrong but I was helping a friend out and didn't think twice about it at the time. I turned mine in and she turned hers in. We also had a quiz that day and when she was done Gina left and I was still taking my quiz and the teacher came up to me and start asking me questions. I didn't know what to say. I still don't think it's that big of a deal but I guess she did. So know we, me and Gina have to go down today and talk to the Dean of the school. I'm not sure whats going to happen. But all I know is I can't wait for it to be over.

Ok....Please tell me if what I did was wrong or what you think.

So, me and Gina went to talk to the poeple at school. Things did not go well. I thought we would have to take the class over or have to sit a quater out. No, they kicked us out. They said it was cheating and the school didn't stand for that sort of thing. I know what I did was wrong but I didn't think they would kick us out. At first I thought they would change thier minds and give us another chance but I was only dreaming.

I came really close of not looking for another school but changed my mind. I worked to hard to not finish what I started. So, I'm going to look at another school Wedsenday. The cool thing about this school is that they teach cpr classes. I'm really looking forward to the new school. Will post how everything goes when I check out the new school.

Pictures of Opening Day Parade

2007-04-05T17:51:00.000-04:00

Samantha is touching a water fall. It's not just a black wall.

This is a smaller version of a bus I take to school

Opening Day Parade........Cincinnati

2007-04-05T17:40:00.000-04:00

These are some pictures I took at the Cincinnati Reds Opening Day Parade. I had a lot of fun and got some free stuff too!

♥♥Birthday Girl♥♥

2007-03-14T21:23:00.000-04:00

Samantha turned 8 years old today!
Samantha & David
Birthday cake with mis~spelled named
Samantha with her new bike.

We had her birthday party over the week~end. Was a really good day but kroger spelled her name wrong. Her name is Samantha but everyone calls her Sammy and they spelled Sammy wrong. How hard is it to spell Sammy? OH well, she was happy with everything she got that day.

I miss the internet!! :-(

2006-12-24T00:19:00.000-05:00

I really do miss my Internet!! It sucks not having it!! I can't talk to my Friends on line, I can't visit my groups I belong to and I can't get on to write in here. The only reason I'm on now is because I'm using my sisters computer. Which is really nice of her!

Well I've been really busy lately. I'm in school. OK, on winter break right now. But I had got my grade for 3rd quarter, I got a B in Customer Service, B in Massage Theary, A in Massage Lab and a C in A& P3, which I'm happy with because it's passing. From now on anything below a C is failing. Which before you could get a D and still pass but not any more. Which is OK with me! Next quarter, I have Massage Theary, Massage Lab, Physiology and Commotions 1. It's cool because this quarter I don't have a class on Friday. I do however have class Monday from 8am to 2:50pm, with only 10 minutes between each class. I have three classes that day. Tuesday and Wednesday I have one which is Commotions 1 from 10am to 11:50am. Not sure where my classes are or who my teachers are yet. But I will in about two weeks. Plus when I go back to sign up for my classes I get a $100 dollar check for not missing any classes!! Which is really cool!!!

On to something else. OK this I feel bad about! I belong to a group on line. We did a Christmas ex-change. Well I got a really sweet person to swap something with. She sent me a really cute Christmas orantment. I'm going to send hers but mine is really late! I don't think I have ever been this late on sending a swap out! I know it would have when out on time if thing hadn't came up. Like paying for books, bills that were really late, rent and then the car breaks down. Well I was going to send it out a week ago but Christmas is here and I needed to get my Family gifts. I know some of you are thinking I could have sent mine out but I couldn't with out any money. I do have a really neat gift for her. I just need the money to send it out. I just hope she can forgive me for sending it super, super and I do mean super late!

On to Christmas. It's in one day! WOOHOO!! I can't wait for it to be all over! Now Don't get me wrong, I love buying gifts for Family and Friends! But I don't like all the stupid people that think their family and friends are more important than everyone else is. I don't like the way some of them drive either. Why do some people have to drive like a$$holes!? Now I know I have a led foot but come on people, think of other for once!

OK, I think this is enough for now! Hope everyone has a great Christmas and a Happy New Year!

ÖNot Sure What To DoÖ

2006-08-03T17:53:00.000-04:00

The above picture is so me! I'm not sure what to do. I've been pulled in so my direction I don't know if I'm coming or going!! Ok I work from 10pm to 6am on Fri., Sat., Sun., & Tue. nights. I have class on Tue. & Thur. from 8am to 2:50pm and class on Fri. from 1pm to 3:50pm. I don't see my husband and daughter that much. But I know we can use the extra money. I got my mid-term grades today and I'm failing one of my classes. I found out I was failing one of my classes, I came home and cried because I know I can do a lot better. But it's hard finding the time to do everything I need to do and it really sucks! I'm really thinking about quitting my job but not sure if I really should or not. HELP!! What should I do!? Just typing this is making me really sad! Thanks for reading!

♥♥♥Toady was A Good Day ♥♥♥

2006-06-20T23:12:00.000-04:00

Today was a good day. Me & Samantha went downtown so I could get clearance for my up coming classes. Well we left from the and went to the bank, got something to eat and did some shopping. I had to get something for David (DH) for Fathers Day. I know it was late. But anyway me & Samantha got him a Superman bank. He moves and talks. Very cool looking. I'll post a picture later. I also bought Samantha two little animals. We had a great day just the two us of, I can't wait to do it again.

Ok..Now going back to talk about school. I only have to go three days a week. But I now have three classes in one day. The classes I have to take are:

Anatomy Physiology 2

Med Term 2

Public speaking 2

Med Law For Massage

There's one good thing and one bad thing though. I already have two of my classes books, I need to get to more books. The bad news I only get $35.00 for my book voucher and I need at least $100. Not sure what I'm going to do. I guess I have to wait and see.

Well that was my day!

What would you do?

2006-06-02T17:18:00.000-04:00

What do you do when someone is begging for money? I mean someone you don't know. Ok, I'll just get to the point. Just about ever other day since I started school there's a man always begging for change. Every time I'm at the bus stop he ask for change. Now don't get me wrong I don't mind helping people but he never stops. The first time I saw him he said some people jumped him and took his money. I told him the only money I had on me was bus fare. I also told him if someone jumped him to go to the police station, which is right down the street. But he said he did and they wont help him. Anyway, I was at the bus stop and he asked me again for money and again I told him no. But I feel a little bad. That changes fast when I see him going to the gas station and buy beer. So What I want to know is how do you know who to help and who not to help?

1st Quarter almost done.

2006-05-15T21:10:00.000-04:00

Ok, I know I haven't updated in a while. So I thought would take a break from studying & update my blog. I have three weeks left in my 1st quarter. So, I think I'm doing good so far. I'm passing all my classes, that's a good thing. Wednesday I find out what my schedule will be for my 2nd quarter. I just hope I don't get one teacher. Don't like her at all! But I do hope I do get one teacher. He was cool and was easy to learn from.

I get two or three weeks off between quarters. Not sure what I'm going to do. I do know I don't have to get up early and rush out the door! WOOHOO!!! Maybe me and Samantha (daughter) will go to the park more this summer. That should be fun!!

David is taking a vacation in July. But I'll be in school. So I don't know what we are going to do. Samantha is going to be with her Great grandparents for a week in Bloomington. I know she going to have fun with them. Plus she will be spinning time with her cousin Scottie. She's really looking forward to that. We have to buy some new summer clothes and other little girlie thing that she might need or want.

I think that's going to be it for now. Will try and update more often.

Going Back 2 School!

2006-03-29T13:07:00.000-05:00

I'm going back to school! I can't believe it! I'm so happy and so is my hubby and daughter. I'll be going to Antonelli College and taking Massage Therapy. I was going to take photography but changed my mind. It's a two year thing. They will help me look for a job after I'm done.

David(hubby) is the one who told me to go for it. He told me he'll help me out any way he could. He said I can massage on him anytime. LOL My mother~in~law wants to know how I will be able to touch other people naked?? LOL I'm not sure on that yet. Samantha (daughter) is also looking forward to me going back to school. She told me we can do homework together. I'm actually looking forward to doing some homework.

I'm also going out looking for a part time job to help for the things I need for school. I don't need to pay anything right now but by third quarter I do. David is taking me out Friday night to get a new pair of shoes, backpack and what else I need. Samantha said she's going to help me pick out the things I need. LOL I thought that was cute!

Ok....That's my good news! Wish me luck because I know I'm going to need it.

Snowie Day!

2006-03-21T08:50:00.000-05:00

Today is a snowie day! I can't wait for the snow to go away until next year!! I would love to be able to go outside with a jacket or shoes. But I guess I have to wait a little longer!

I was suppose to go downtown today. But the weather sucks! So I'm going to try and go down Friday. I just hope Denny will watch Samantha for me. I think if I ask him he will. He's a great brother in law. Ok, the reason I'm going downtown. Is because I'm going back to school. I'm going down to check out some classes for phototgraphy. I can't wait to see what they have to offer! The cool thing is David & Samantha are behind me on going back to school! Now the only thing is getting down there and checking the place out and seeing how much it's going to cost. But I'll worry about that later.

Two Love's Of My Life!

2006-03-19T16:13:00.000-05:00

David & Samantha

I Have A Great Hubby!!

2006-01-25T22:06:00.000-05:00

I have a great hubby! I was sitting here watching "The Biggest Loser and thought I can do that. But why don't I?? Then I went and told my hubby I wanted a sports bra and a pair of shorts for my birthday. He asked why? I said that's what I'm going to wear to weigh myself. He said ok and how about if I get you a membership to a gym? I started to cry and said yes please! He told me he will help me in any way he can! I LOVE HIM so much!! So tomorrow I going to be calling some of the gyms close by. I'm so happy right now!!

Anyway, I am proud of one thing though. I had to go to the store tonight. I walked my the chips, cookies and the chocolate and said man that looks good! But I didn't get any of it! Instead I got two yogurt's. I think that's a small start but at least it's a start!

Hubby Finally Got One...

2005-12-30T20:58:00.000-05:00

David finally got a xbox. He's got it from our brother in law. he didn't want it any more says all it's doing is collecting dust. Well David was so thrilled, he looked like a kid in a candy shop! LOL We went up to get it and Samantha told Denny (BIL) that he could come down and play games with her at anytime! I thought that was sweet of her to say that. As soon as we got home from the store David and Samantha had to play games. Well the first game they played together was a fighting game. Samantha kicked his butt! Big time!! LOL David couldn't believe she won so they played again and again she kicked his butt! he said sence she knows what to do she can play when ever he does. That made her really happy and me because I don't play it that much.

My Baby Girl!

2005-12-28T16:20:00.000-05:00

Samantha in front of our Christmas tree. This was after her Christmas program.

Playing Goldfish

2005-12-13T22:35:00.000-05:00

I was playing goldfish with Samantha tonight and she cheats! LOL.......First hand we played she put cards down that didn't have a match. The second hand we played she was asking for cards she didn't have. Then when I did have a card she asked for she would say she didn't have them. So I changed it alittle. We had to ask for the color of the card plus what we want. Well I thought she wouldn't cheat any more...LOL Boy was I wrong. Not only did she keep cheating but she was laughing at me and then she started to fart as well. I had a great night. Just thought I would share how crazy my daughter can be.

Something Sweet from My Best Friend & Family!!

2005-12-12T15:28:00.000-05:00

I GOT A CALL FROM MY BEST FRIEND YESTERDAY ASKING HOW WE WERE DOING. I SAID GOOD AND THANKED HER FOR OUR CHRISTMAS CARD. WELL, SHE SHOCKED ME WITH WHAT SHE SAID NEXT. SHE SAID SHE HAD A SMALL STORY TO TELL ME FIRST, I SAID OK. ANYWAY, SHE TOLD ME THAT HER AND HER SISTERS HELP OUT A FAMILY EVERY CHRISTMAS AS A CHRISTMAS PRESENT TO THIER PARENTS. WELL THEY DIDN'T KNOW WHO ELSE TO HELP. BUT WINDY, ASKED THEM ABOUT ME AND MY FAMILY? WELL TO MY SURPRISE THEY SAID YES. THE ONLY TWO PEOPLE THAT KNEW WE WAS HAVING TROUBLE GETTING THING FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY SISTER AND HER HUBBY. I KNOW THEY DON'T TALK, SO I KNOW SHE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. ANYWAY, SHE ASKED ME WHAT I THOUGHT AND I SAID ONLY IF HER AND HER FAMILY BUY FOR SAMANTHA ONLY. SHE FINALLY AGREED TO THAT. SO NOW ME AND HUBBY ARE NOT SO WORRIED ABOUT CHRISTAMS. I THOUGHT I HAD TO SHARE WHAT MY BEST FRIEND IS GOING TO DO FOR MY FAMILY!

Going To BE Gone For A While

2005-12-02T23:23:00.000-05:00

It stinks!! I'm going to lose my internet real soon, that's what STINKS!! Not sure how long it's going to be off, I'm hoping it's not to long. But the way things have been going for us. It might be until after New Year. It's either lose the internet and have a great Christmas or try and keep the internet and barely have a Christmas. Ok, enough of the bad stuff!

Well anyway. Today was a good day. I got a lot of cleaning done. Had a nice lunch with my hubby! My daughter Samantha came home in a good mood. She made a snowman and a Christmas tree in art class.

I forgot what I was going to type so I think I'll come back later. If I can!!

Can't Sleep!

2005-11-28T03:39:00.000-05:00

I can't sleep! It's 3am and there's nothing to do. I have so much on my mind! Have you ever felt alone, even though you know in the back of you mind you know your not? Sometime I feel like I'm alone and I hate feeling like that!!

I have to share this or I'm going to go crazy because I can't stop thinking about it. And it makes me mad and sad when I do! It all start a year ago. We had moved from Indianapolis to Cincinnati. I want to be closer to my family. We (me & David) thought things were going to get better for us. But little did we know, they wouldn't. David told me he needed to go to the doctors because he found a lump on his testicle. I thought it was nothing and so did he. We went to the doctors and come to find out he had testicle cancer. I was so scared and mad at the same time. David had to go threw two surgeries and three rounds of chemo therapy. We found out in October of 2004 and his last round of chemo was May 2005. So far everything is good has go and get blood work done and a chest xray done. He has to get one done in December. It's to make sure nothing came back. Every thing he has to go I get scared that they are going to find something. I guess, that's why I feel so alone somethings. Because I have a hard time talking about what he went threw.

If anyone read this, sorry for being so long! But I had to get it out of my head for a sec. Oh and so your hubby or boyfriend doesn't go threw what my hubby went threw. Maybe they should get checked out . We check ours self so why don't they?

Hello

2005-11-26T13:05:00.000-05:00

Hello, I will be using thi from now on. My other one I'm having problems with.Thats why I haven't update it sence I first open it. So, please leave you commets on this one! Thanks. Well, I'll add more later.

Why???

2005-01-02T17:18:00.000-05:00

Ok, why wont Fotki let me put my pictures in it???? I tried to many times and says it can't find it!!! I know it's there, I have two pictures in there already. It's on my last nerve!! I think I'll just try again tomorrow.

The kids are also getting on my nerves!!! Can't wait for the to go to bed in three hours so they can go to school tomorrow!!! Happy Happy Joy Joy!!! Don't get me wrong, I love them very much but when they start crying and throwing fits then you wish they were in bed sleeping!!!

Sometime this month we are taking my Mom out for her 50th birthday. To where, not sure yet. But I know it will be some where really nice. Me and my sister want to take her out. This should be fun we will want to pay and our dad will try and pay for them. :)

Ok I think that's it for now. Will try and type more later!

My First One

2005-01-01T16:38:00.000-05:00

Hello my name is Sally or you can call me ColdFroggie. Not sure when I going to write in here but I'll come back when I can or if I need to vent a little. I'll tell you all (if anyone read this) something about me.

I like typing in different colors. I like being different! I hope my daughter likes being different and do what everyone else does. Anyway, I'm 29 years old and married to a great guy. We have one child. She's the love of my life. I would do anything to make her happy!!!! Things I like photography, reading, playing Sims games, crafts and spending time with David and Samantha. I collect frogs, lighthouses and stickers.

I think that's it for now. Short, I know but will write more later!