Can't Sleep!

I can't sleep! It's 3am and there's nothing to do. I have so much on my mind! Have you ever felt alone, even though you know in the back of you mind you know your not? Sometime I feel like I'm alone and I hate feeling like that!!

I have to share this or I'm going to go crazy because I can't stop thinking about it. And it makes me mad and sad when I do! It all start a year ago. We had moved from Indianapolis to Cincinnati. I want to be closer to my family. We (me & David) thought things were going to get better for us. But little did we know, they wouldn't. David told me he needed to go to the doctors because he found a lump on his testicle. I thought it was nothing and so did he. We went to the doctors and come to find out he had testicle cancer. I was so scared and mad at the same time. David had to go threw two surgeries and three rounds of chemo therapy. We found out in October of 2004 and his last round of chemo was May 2005. So far everything is good has go and get blood work done and a chest xray done. He has to get one done in December. It's to make sure nothing came back. Every thing he has to go I get scared that they are going to find something. I guess, that's why I feel so alone somethings. Because I have a hard time talking about what he went threw.

If anyone read this, sorry for being so long! But I had to get it out of my head for a sec. Oh and so your hubby or boyfriend doesn't go threw what my hubby went threw. Maybe they should get checked out . We check ours self so why don't they?

Hello

Hello, I will be using thi from now on. My other one I'm having problems with.Thats why I haven't update it sence I first open it. So, please leave you commets on this one! Thanks. Well, I'll add more later.

Why???

Ok, why wont Fotki let me put my pictures in it???? I tried to many times and says it can't find it!!! I know it's there, I have two pictures in there already. It's on my last nerve!! I think I'll just try again tomorrow.

The kids are also getting on my nerves!!! Can't wait for the to go to bed in three hours so they can go to school tomorrow!!! Happy Happy Joy Joy!!! Don't get me wrong, I love them very much but when they start crying and throwing fits then you wish they were in bed sleeping!!!

Sometime this month we are taking my Mom out for her 50th birthday. To where, not sure yet. But I know it will be some where really nice. Me and my sister want to take her out. This should be fun we will want to pay and our dad will try and pay for them. :)

Ok I think that's it for now. Will try and type more later!

My First One

Hello my name is Sally or you can call me ColdFroggie. Not sure when I going to write in here but I'll come back when I can or if I need to vent a little. I'll tell you all (if anyone read this) something about me.

I like typing in different colors. I like being different! I hope my daughter likes being different and do what everyone else does. Anyway, I'm 29 years old and married to a great guy. We have one child. She's the love of my life. I would do anything to make her happy!!!! Things I like photography, reading, playing Sims games, crafts and spending time with David and Samantha. I collect frogs, lighthouses and stickers.

I think that's it for now. Short, I know but will write more later!